WHAT OR WHO IS GOD IS THE QUESTION ??

Hola fellas.. i was kinda busy preoccupied in my own thoughts and so couldn't blog.
But i am back.. My earlier prediction that IIM's were going to conduct CAT online has come true albeit they are going to do it next year.. So it becomes all the more important to crack..err to bell the CAT this year..
I was surprised the other day to know bout Ms. Parvathy Omnakuttan, who was recently crowned miss INDIA WORLD.. This was the only domain that a malayalee (mallu in mumbaiya lingo ) had failed to infiltrate.. The joy doubled when i came to know bout the fact that she is a student of our very own MITHIBAI COLLEGE. The icing on on the cake was the crowning of ms. Simran Kaur who apart from being a resident of mumbai is also a BIOTECH grad.. Our lives may not be all that bad after graduation, hain naaa??
i mentioned about my mind being preoccupied with certain other thoughts.. I have been thinking bout the concept of GOD that we harbor in our minds.. GOD may not be an entity but a force..
A force that may very well be expressed by equations like F=m*a..
LET'S take DESTINY.. Destination is a driving force that leads us to to our DESTINATION and DESTINATION is a culmination of that force.. Our destination marks the beginning of a new journey for someone else i.e we act as a destiny for someone else.. It is around these lines that i am building a new theory and it still requires a lot of fine tuning.. pls help me in this endeavor with your valid contributions and comments.. Waiting to hear from you'll

Why me ????????

I am not a pessimist but i would still insist that life has been cruel to me and it continues to be.......
It all began when i was in first grade.. i had Marathi in first grade..(Ewww.. how much i hated that subject). when i went on to second grade they did away with marathi in first grade..
This continued till sixth grade and each passing year i became conspicuous of the fact that the universe was conspiring against me. But i continued to fight....
Now look at the system of education they have in place...To be frank even the world's biggest loser(read:K) would pass this so called examination with flying colors... They have E.V.S as a paper and orals for languages and of course practicals for mathematics..
What i am trying to say here is that life continues to shove its ugly ass into our face even today...
How u would ask??
There have been rumors of IIM's wanting to conduct online CAT. and it seems far more real than just rumors... For those who are unaware TENDERS have been invited by the IIM's for the same... If u still doubt me turn to page no. 28 TIMES OF INDIA(BOTTOM, EXTREME LEFT)dt.31/03/2008 .. Now , we will have to stare at a goddamn computer screen for 2 1/2 hours.
I dont have a very good experience with online exams.. they always give you a screwed up result.

BTW i watched two movies recently JUNO and CLAYTON... Both are excellent movies but JUNO scores more than CLAYTON for the sheer innocence portrayed in it... A must watch........

Question persists.........WHY?

Isn't it ironical that all of us have different lives even when they say that all of us have evolved from the same cell and furthermore we are all made up of the same constituent atoms???
Why do we worship different gods?
Even though we all worship a stone by different names???
Why do we practice different religion when they all preach the same?
Why do we kill when we all know that one day we are going to die???
Why do we write when we can speak???
Is this the reason why we continue to love though we know that it is for this love that we are going to cry???

I know some of u have already read this but what is unknown to u is the fact that this was the first poem(if i may call it so..) that i had written after a gap of 5 years. i used to be a prolific writer once upon a time.......
I mostly dabbled in writing SHAYARIS. But somehow in this rat race , searching for what i thought was a career , i almost entirely forgot about my literary abilities.. That was until i came across Three angels(i know i am going to repent saying this but its the unacknowledged truth) who came in the guise of AANCHAL, NUPUR AND HETVI... THEY rekindled that lost writer in me.
Their contributions in my life for the past one year have been immense to say the least.
Infact, this blogging has been inculcated in me by none other than the GREAT NUPUR.
SO guys... .sorry gals thanx a lot for everything.

BTW i am still searching for an answer to my WHY?

MY KARMA

I have tried to figure out the reason of my existence for eons.
But it proves to be a futile attempt. The scriptures say that every individual sent on this goddamn planet has a "KARMA" , a unique role to play . An individual whose has successfully identified and completed his KARMA invariably achieves salvation or in other words "NIRVANA".
My question is HOW DOES ONE IDENTIFY HIS KARMA. Somebody told me that i have to listen to the inner voice that my soul exudes in order to identify my KARMA.
But that is exactly the problem that bogs me down. My soul seems to be defiant to the core.
It fails to realize that the physical body in which it dwells is incapable of judging its own potentials and limitations. What i imply is that had my soul had an option it would have long escaped its physical confines and wandered into a different body.
SO the question still remains How to identify ur KARMA??? And i shall attain nirvana only after i get a reply to this question


P.S : I am not a psychopath........